Showing posts with label weight. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weight. Show all posts

Saturday, November 1, 2014

Cortisol- Does It Matter?

I don't quite know how I got to reading about it tonight, but I found myself looking into all I could find about Cortisol and wondering if it really matters.

What is Cortisol?  It is a hormone that raises blood sugar and blood pressure in times of stress for the purpose of feeding the muscles for a potential fight or flight response.

What can trigger Cortisol spikes other than high stress situations?  Lack of sleep, ANY stress, over exercise, heavy workouts, and caffeine.

What does Cortisol do when you have too much, too often?  It can cause high blood pressure, diabetes, increased belly fat, memory problems, autoimmune diseases, depression, insomnia, poor would healing, and basic weight gain.

Could this one hormone be the source of many of my medical problems?  I am certainly long-term sleep deprived as I have insomnia (it takes me hours to fall asleep no matter how exhausted I am) but I still have to get up for the kids every day.  I am certainly regularly stressed (special needs kids, finances, migraines, physical pain, etc).  I certainly have many years of inexplicable weight gain and memory and concentration problems.

If it is the source, how do I reduce it?  If Cortisol is caused by sleep deprivation, and Cortisol causes insomnia, then Cortisol causes more Cortisol.  So, what else can I do?

I'm not a "heavy exerciser", so I don't have to worry about that Cortisol trigger and modify my method of exercise.  I do drink caffeine, but in the last few months I have actually reduced my intake by a lot because of my insomnia.  Mostly now it's just my morning coffee.  I suppose I could reduce it further by switching to decaf after the first cup, and eventually by eliminating caffeine altogether.  Life stress is what it is, and there isn't much I can do about it.

Are there any other options?  Are there supplements?  After much reading I did find a few possibilities.  Some sound more promising than others.

Fish Oil (Omega 3):  2,000mg a day is supposed to reduce Cortisol levels, in addition to its many other health benefits.  It is well documented as safe for most people to take. Side effects are mostly fish scented breath. (Ew.) If only I could get past the smell when I open the bottle.  Alternatively, I could increase my fish intake. I think I'd personally rather do that. "Fatty fish, such as salmon, lake trout, herring, sardines and tuna, contain the most omega-3 fatty acids and therefore the most benefit. For adults, at least two servings of omega-3-rich fish a week are recommended. A serving size is 3.5 ounces (99 grams), or about the size of a deck of cards."  -Mayo Clinic

Chromium: supposedly helps stabilize blood sugar and thus reduce Cortisol spikes.  Some believe it is helpful in treating diabetes and cholesterol problems, but none of these have been evaluated, much less proven, and too much chromium has been proven harmful.  I won't be trying this.






B Vitamins: Another well documented vitamin with numerous uses According to research, B vitamins, particularly Vitamin B5 (pantethine), work to reduce the hypersecretion of cortisol. Paradoxically, excess cortisol depletes B vitamins from the system, so people with high stress levels tend to be woefully deficient in these powerful nutrients. The B vitamins are most effective when taken together, thus eating foods that are high in all B vitamins such as liver, or taking high quality B vitamin supplements is crucial in restoring energy levels." -http://blog.radiantlifecatalog.com   It is helpful in a number of ways, but exceeding 100mg a day of B6 can be harmful.  If you choose a B Complex daily vitamin, make sure it has Vitamin C in it, as Vitamin C is needed for the absorption of B Vitamins.


Cayenne: It is believed to help with pain relief, cancer prevention, weight management, and joint health.  The recommended dosage is 450mg in the morning and again mid-day, with meals.  It has been known to cause gastrointestinal distress just as eating very spicy foods would.  This is not a good idea if you are already ulcer prone, or already have stomach acid problems.  (I had my first ulcer at 17, so I will be avoiding this one, also.)






Ginger: Claims to help with nausea, dizziness, menstrual cramps,
and arthritis.  Testing has been inconclusive on most of these, though there is strong evidence it helps with osteoarthritis.  It can cause diarrhea, heartburn, and stomach distress, so stay under 5mg a day if you try it, and take it with food in the morning.  This is another I will skip as a supplement pill, but I could easily add a cup of ginger tea a day to my diet and I already have it in my cupboard for nausea.

Rhodiola:  This is a form of Ginseng.  Studies in multiple countries have shown it to be helpful with Cortisol levels, stress, anxiety, depression, fatigue, attention span, and memory problems.  It's most common side effects were dizziness and dry mouth. Studies I read recommended using the standard extract with 2-3% Rosavin and 0.8-1% Salidroside and to start with 100mg/day for a week and increase by 100mg/day, up to a total of 400mg/day, if needed. It should be taken early in the day because, like ginseng in energy drinks, it has an energizing effect and can cause sleep interference.



Obviously, don't start taking any supplement without talking to your doctor about it first.  I am certainly not an expert and don't know what may react with your particular medications or health conditions.

I plan on discussing Rhodiola with my doctor on my next visit and asking about pairing it with a B boost vitamin.  I know I can take the B boost and already have it in my home.  I would like to try the combination of the B boost and Rhodiola (and increase my fish intake)  for a couple months and see if it helps any.

After all these years of fruitless doctor appointments and specialists, wouldn't it be amazing if Cortisol was the problem, and if I could fix it??

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

How My Body Has Changed: The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly


I was never a chubby child.  However, I WAS the first in my class to blossom... by YEARS.  I was 9 in this picture, and I loved that sweatshirt because it hid that I needed to wear a bra already.  I mean, by the time my friends were getting their first training bras because they "wanted them" in 6th grade, I was already a DD. I was horrifically self-conscious about it and often wore big baggy clothes to try to hide it.  This, of course, just made me look busty AND fat.

By the time I was 14, I was on prescription pain killers and muscle relaxers because of the damage (tearing) to my back muscles.  Between being busty and large framed, and at that point rather tall for my age, I wanted to do ANYTHING to be smaller.  I was 5'4" tall, weighed 120 pounds, and I had a 47" bust.  I also took a snug size 14 jeans.

Age 14
I did not understand that I wasn't fat.  I really didn't.  So, I decided to exercise and diet.   I rode my bike about 15 miles a day and ate only 1/2 an apple, 2 tablespoons of peanut butter, and 2 liters of Kool-Aid a day.  That's it.  Of course, I lost weight.  I lost about 20 pounds in a month, maybe more. But, all that did was get me to squeeze into a tight size 13 jeans and destroy my eating habits for life.  I continued on for a couple more months, but never got any smaller.  Honestly, after a few months of it, I'm lucky I didn't end up in a hospital or worse.

This picture is BEFORE I started that crazy diet. I had to buy that dress several sizes too big in order to accommodate my bust.

Never since have I been able to eat what would be considered "normally".  I cook and eat with my family because that's what I am supposed to do.  Left to my own devices I probably wouldn't even have that much. 
Age 16

By high school, I could no longer even find bras to buy that fit.  I dressed rather bizarrely so that may have helped, but I don't know.  I'm sure sometimes my crazy wardrobe made me look worse.  I just did my thing and didn't really care too much what anyone thought.

As soon as I turned 18 I had a massive breast reduction (13.5 lbs.) which left me at 119 lbs. again and still a full D cup. Though I required some touch up surgery after the scar tissue softened (not uncommon in such a drastic reduction), I was happy with the results.  I sadly, still thought my pants size determined if I was "fat" or not, and my 14s didn't fare well in my mind against my friends' 6s, 4s, and 2s. I still couldn't wrap my head around the fact that you could count my ribs but I needed such big pants.  I couldn't get that it was my bone and muscle structure and not fat.  That took me years.  I'm actually surprised I finally got there given that I gained weight constantly since then.

I think, looking back, that I was most happy with myself and felt my most attractive (dare I say I felt sexy?) at about 140 lbs. in my early 20s.

I don't want to be skinny again.  It's not healthy for me and I really don't find it beautiful.  If I could snap my fingers and magically be any weight I wanted, I would probably choose that 140.  At my low moments I curse my body for refusing to stay there (or at least near there).

Age 25
 Instead, I have gained weight steadily, year after year.  By the time I got married (the first time) at age of 25, I was a size 18.

When I cleared the 200 lb. mark, I went to the doctor to ask for help. They told me to eat less, but I didn't understand how to do that given how little I ate already.  They told me I could see a nutritionist to "improve my food choices" but I didn't see how I could improve my largely vegetable based diet.  I went home with no answers and trudged on.

I tracked my intake with My Fitness Pal. I tracked every sip and morsel I consumed for almost 2 years.  I didn't change any of my habits.  I just logged faithfully and accurately.  I wanted to be able to show the doctors that I really DON'T overeat and I really don't eat lots of fatty junk.  I couldn't think of any other way to get them to understand.

"Sedentary women ages 19 to 25 need 2,000 calories a day; sedentary women ages 26 to 50 need 1,800 calories a day." -USDA, WebMD, etc.

2010 Size 22.
I found that I average 900 calories a day.  My entire adult life, I have been eating about 900 calories a day.  Let me say it again so it will sink in.  Nine. Hundred. Calories. Per. Day.  Yet, I continue gaining weight.

Early last year I inexplicably, suddenly, gained 60 lbs in only 4 months.  I also started having massive dizzy/faint spells.  That scared me, so back to the doctor I went.

I begged for help.  Their answer was still "eat less" or get gastric bypass surgery.  I explained AGAIN how much I eat.  Showed the printouts.  Begged for an answer that didn't mean flirting with anorexia again.  So, they sent me out the door with no answers and a list of blood tests to have done.

My blood work wasn't very helpful.  My cholesterol is fantastic (reinforcing the truth of my healthy food choices).  My blood sugar was normal (amazing at my weight).  I do have an under-active thyroid, but I take medication for that.  I tested positive for an autoimmune disease, but after ruling out Lupus, the specialist I was sent to basically ignored it and went right back to telling me to eat less and lose weight.  He lectured me on how I must be over-eating and repeatedly telling me being fat was why the arthritis in my back and knees hurt so much.  He made me cry he was so nasty.

I'm now so heavy that walking up the stairs to my bedroom at night winds me like a heavy workout.  I have chronic migraines and insomnia. I have severe arthritis in my knees and they frequently give out on my without warning.  Also, in the last few years, I have become allergic to the world (practically) including sunlight.  My exercise options are limited to mostly light housework and shopping.  I'm about 260 lbs. and a size 3x/24.

I've tried supplements to improve metabolism, mood, and energy.  Probiotics, B boosters, raspberry ketones, cinnamon, etc.  All to no avail.  I've considered, and may still try, garcina cambogia if my doctor says it's safe.  I will NOT undergo unnecessary surgery or take amphetamines even though my weight makes them technically viable options according to medical insurance.

At this point, I have pretty much given up on doctors.  They don't have any answers for me.  I go when I'm sick and that's about it.

I'm trying to get an elliptical or treadmill to use at home as much as the pain allows.  When/if I do get one, I may possibly keep track of any progress in posts.  I don't know.

Mostly though, I'm trying to be happy the way I am.  I'm trying to have fun with makeup and nails and hair so I can remind myself I'm still feminine and maybe even pretty, even if I am more curvy than I'd prefer.  I'm trying to stop being angry at what I lost, and to start being happy with what I've got.  And, I think I'm winning.